Everything I have lived for has been a lie.
All along it has been a cover up.
Everyone has grown yet many people had to die.
The royal live mighty and high while the rest live in dumps.
Many ask “why don’t we try to help?”
We can’t cause we gotta play the cards that we were dealt.
God keeps a watchful eye on me cause I have no soul.
Bounded by holy ropes to keep me from reaching my goal.
Is it because I refuse to pray to pay for my souls rent?
Is this the reason why my entire life I have felt torment?
Look at that, a man turned into a young crying boy.
He believes gods words from a messenger, who’s statements are coy.
Look, Listen, to my words, I have no where else to go. God doesn’t want me neither does the devil.
I did not mean to step on so many toes, but I’ll be damned to remain on this constant level.
It’s been years, yes years since I talked to my maker.
Trapped in a pool while I wait to be pulled out as if I were a laker.
I don’t mean to rebel the people and their cross.
Asked for forgiveness but they tell me my soul is already a loss.
As days passed my body began to turn cold.
Is it my fault that I had no one close to hold?
I’m not myself, it feels like someone is taking control.
Dumped by demons cause hell only takes men with souls.
I already know from both that I have been despise.
I walk alone through this world cause I don’t socialize.
Fine with me, less people at my funeral when I die.
Everything I have lived for has been a lie.
All along it has been a cover up.
Everyone has grown yet many people had to die.
The royal live mighty and high while the rest live in dumps.
Many ask “why don’t we try to help?”
We can’t cause we gotta play the cards that we were dealt.
God keeps a watchful eye on me cause I have no soul.
Bounded by holy ropes to keep me from reaching my goal.
Is it because I refuse to pray to pay for my souls rent?
Is this the reason why my entire life I have felt torment?
Yes I live a lie
While I struggle to hold my head up high
I hold back the tears in my eyes
Don’t ask me why.
It hurts when I’m awake cause I realize I’m poor with no money.
Everyone seems they are distant from me
It’s cause they don’t want nothing to do with me.
That’s why I drink and smoke weed
They help me coop with reality.
The truth is, they are the closest things to me like family.
One makes me angry
While the other makes me happy
That is why I use them like remedies.
Don’t get me wrong and walk away when you see me.
I have no one else so use materials to resemble family.
Should anyone care if I die and showed up on the news?
Friends and family turn their backs so I have nothing to lose.
I ride alone
Not in searching for a home
But waiting for someone to empty a round in my dome.
With all the shit that’s goin on in this world.
I’m surprised I’ve survived with only a few scratches and hurls.
The government doesn’t care for the weak.
They lead us with speeches and control us like sheep.
I wish that I wasn’t born, it should have been a crime.
Witness to many people killed and dying.
As I finish this line, hope ya’ll understand and know.
Life through my eyes…I hope you don’t have to witness as you grow.
Everything I have lived for has been a lie.
All along it has been a cover up.
Everyone has grown yet many people had to die.
The royal live mighty and high while the rest live in dumps.
Many ask “why don’t we try to help?”
We can’t cause we gotta play the cards that we were dealt.
God keeps a watchful eye on me cause I have no soul.
Bounded by holy ropes to keep me from reaching my goal.
Is it because I refuse to pray to pay for my souls rent?
Is this the reason why entire life I have felt torment?
All along it has been a cover up.
Everyone has grown yet many people had to die.
The royal live mighty and high while the rest live in dumps.
Many ask “why don’t we try to help?”
We can’t cause we gotta play the cards that we were dealt.
God keeps a watchful eye on me cause I have no soul.
Bounded by holy ropes to keep me from reaching my goal.
Is it because I refuse to pray to pay for my souls rent?
Is this the reason why my entire life I have felt torment?
Look at that, a man turned into a young crying boy.
He believes gods words from a messenger, who’s statements are coy.
Look, Listen, to my words, I have no where else to go. God doesn’t want me neither does the devil.
I did not mean to step on so many toes, but I’ll be damned to remain on this constant level.
It’s been years, yes years since I talked to my maker.
Trapped in a pool while I wait to be pulled out as if I were a laker.
I don’t mean to rebel the people and their cross.
Asked for forgiveness but they tell me my soul is already a loss.
As days passed my body began to turn cold.
Is it my fault that I had no one close to hold?
I’m not myself, it feels like someone is taking control.
Dumped by demons cause hell only takes men with souls.
I already know from both that I have been despise.
I walk alone through this world cause I don’t socialize.
Fine with me, less people at my funeral when I die.
Everything I have lived for has been a lie.
All along it has been a cover up.
Everyone has grown yet many people had to die.
The royal live mighty and high while the rest live in dumps.
Many ask “why don’t we try to help?”
We can’t cause we gotta play the cards that we were dealt.
God keeps a watchful eye on me cause I have no soul.
Bounded by holy ropes to keep me from reaching my goal.
Is it because I refuse to pray to pay for my souls rent?
Is this the reason why my entire life I have felt torment?
Yes I live a lie
While I struggle to hold my head up high
I hold back the tears in my eyes
Don’t ask me why.
It hurts when I’m awake cause I realize I’m poor with no money.
Everyone seems they are distant from me
It’s cause they don’t want nothing to do with me.
That’s why I drink and smoke weed
They help me coop with reality.
The truth is, they are the closest things to me like family.
One makes me angry
While the other makes me happy
That is why I use them like remedies.
Don’t get me wrong and walk away when you see me.
I have no one else so use materials to resemble family.
Should anyone care if I die and showed up on the news?
Friends and family turn their backs so I have nothing to lose.
I ride alone
Not in searching for a home
But waiting for someone to empty a round in my dome.
With all the shit that’s goin on in this world.
I’m surprised I’ve survived with only a few scratches and hurls.
The government doesn’t care for the weak.
They lead us with speeches and control us like sheep.
I wish that I wasn’t born, it should have been a crime.
Witness to many people killed and dying.
As I finish this line, hope ya’ll understand and know.
Life through my eyes…I hope you don’t have to witness as you grow.
Everything I have lived for has been a lie.
All along it has been a cover up.
Everyone has grown yet many people had to die.
The royal live mighty and high while the rest live in dumps.
Many ask “why don’t we try to help?”
We can’t cause we gotta play the cards that we were dealt.
God keeps a watchful eye on me cause I have no soul.
Bounded by holy ropes to keep me from reaching my goal.
Is it because I refuse to pray to pay for my souls rent?
Is this the reason why entire life I have felt torment?