Too Young For All This

[Tattoo Tearz]

Through my trials and tribulations I wonder will I have a realistic life
12 years old and I'm going to go down by the knife
It's too much for me I wasn't made for all this struggle
Mama ain't paying the rent so now we're in trouble
They'll throw us on the streets and it's up to us from there
Want do die now so I won't have to witness our troubles go there
Witnessed all the wrong things in life all her Drunken friends
Life has too many corners and broken bends
I'm too young to see all this but there's no way out
Only by suicide but I'm covered in doubt
What will I leave a struggling mother on her own
Don't want to see her meltdown as I watch down from the clouds
U say we've the survival instinct but things keep getting worse
The next time you'll see me I'll be on the journey in the hearse
Had so many fantasies and places where I'd go
Drive into the sunset dreaming of all the dough
Them dreams collapsed in a push of a button
Wipe a tear from your eye but that won't do nothin'
This world don't need me and neither do I
In the hall and my bedroom Sometimes I cry