Tracc i wrote cuppl pac lines in it but fucc it i aint a biter
i recorded it over the Hold Ya head remake instrumental i made
Some times i worry
Cause i live my life in a hurry
I wake up and my visions blurry
My thoughts always scurry
Will i survive or die?
Visions of me in the cemetary
laid to rest in my sunday best will i die early?
or will i survive and die slowly ?
head down cause im lowly
and only a few know me
i feel alone
when im at home in my zone
im on my own
but my few friends keep me goin and flowin
just like the ocean
im tired of the gunfights shootouts and commotion
show no emotion
2 devoted 2 bein a g
but man im tired
Caught up in the thought of me bein free
but i cant find it
'I'm steady searchin for refinement Cursed
i know that death follows me but i murder em first'
sometimes i wonder will i get burried
caught up in the hood life
and Sometimes I worry
'where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here
will i survive or die ride and get high
get caught up in a drive-by
will i grow up 2 b a man i cant understand
this isnt what the hell i planned
where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here"
Sometimes i worry bout my friends and fam
the make me who i am
but i cant understand
how i can let so many down
turn their smiles into frowns
while i walk around actin like im wearin a crown
i depend on them and they depend on me
but should they? i dont even depend on me
i dont even see what the fucc u see in me
i fucc shit up and dont give a fucc
until it leaves me.
will anybody grieve me when im gone
or will life go on and on
you dont think that i worry than you're wrong
i showed you how i worried and i showed it in a song
The world doesnt revolve around me i See
but man.. i cant even be me
im trynna be somebody else outside
but in the inside i wish that i could die
Sometimes i worry
'where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here
will i survive or die ride and get high
get caught up in a drive-by
will i grow up 2 b a man i cant understand
this isnt what the hell i planned
where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here"
Sometimes i worry bout the WORLD
and all the lil boys and girls
caught up in a Whirl-
wind that neva ends
no love from their family and friends man
who can they depend On
how can they be strong how can they continue on
the world is so wrong(so wrong)
can u feel my pain?
can u hear it cuz i did it
your blessed to hear
on of the realest when i spit it
i look up in the sky and ask Y
does everybody die
and what about my
future daughter and son
will they be another one
who have to get there lives taken away
by the cruelty of a gun
i think about this all before im burried
you can hear it in my voice that sometimes i worry
i think about this all before im burried
you can hear it in my voice that sometimes i worry
'where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here
will i survive or die ride and get high
get caught up in a drive-by
will i grow up 2 b a man i cant understand
this isnt what the hell i planned
where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here"
i recorded it over the Hold Ya head remake instrumental i made
Some times i worry
Cause i live my life in a hurry
I wake up and my visions blurry
My thoughts always scurry
Will i survive or die?
Visions of me in the cemetary
laid to rest in my sunday best will i die early?
or will i survive and die slowly ?
head down cause im lowly
and only a few know me
i feel alone
when im at home in my zone
im on my own
but my few friends keep me goin and flowin
just like the ocean
im tired of the gunfights shootouts and commotion
show no emotion
2 devoted 2 bein a g
but man im tired
Caught up in the thought of me bein free
but i cant find it
'I'm steady searchin for refinement Cursed
i know that death follows me but i murder em first'
sometimes i wonder will i get burried
caught up in the hood life
and Sometimes I worry
'where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here
will i survive or die ride and get high
get caught up in a drive-by
will i grow up 2 b a man i cant understand
this isnt what the hell i planned
where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here"
Sometimes i worry bout my friends and fam
the make me who i am
but i cant understand
how i can let so many down
turn their smiles into frowns
while i walk around actin like im wearin a crown
i depend on them and they depend on me
but should they? i dont even depend on me
i dont even see what the fucc u see in me
i fucc shit up and dont give a fucc
until it leaves me.
will anybody grieve me when im gone
or will life go on and on
you dont think that i worry than you're wrong
i showed you how i worried and i showed it in a song
The world doesnt revolve around me i See
but man.. i cant even be me
im trynna be somebody else outside
but in the inside i wish that i could die
Sometimes i worry
'where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here
will i survive or die ride and get high
get caught up in a drive-by
will i grow up 2 b a man i cant understand
this isnt what the hell i planned
where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here"
Sometimes i worry bout the WORLD
and all the lil boys and girls
caught up in a Whirl-
wind that neva ends
no love from their family and friends man
who can they depend On
how can they be strong how can they continue on
the world is so wrong(so wrong)
can u feel my pain?
can u hear it cuz i did it
your blessed to hear
on of the realest when i spit it
i look up in the sky and ask Y
does everybody die
and what about my
future daughter and son
will they be another one
who have to get there lives taken away
by the cruelty of a gun
i think about this all before im burried
you can hear it in my voice that sometimes i worry
i think about this all before im burried
you can hear it in my voice that sometimes i worry
'where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here
will i survive or die ride and get high
get caught up in a drive-by
will i grow up 2 b a man i cant understand
this isnt what the hell i planned
where will i be this time next year
will i survive or die will i still be here"