suicide (2nite)

[Makaveliandcheese]

2 day was a great day
my 18th birth day
but mamma waznt here
and it kinda fuckin hurts may
so i tryed 2 pray
there wuz no1 on the other end
unfortanitly pain is my only friend
daddy should a neva had me
mamma allways would support me
she waz the only 1
is it 2 late 2 abort me
please dont make me stay
only have 2 friends
tried 2 have a three way
u got a sick mind i mean on the phone
jez im all alone
dont die stay with me
no grandma 2 pray 4 me
no mom 2 play with me
used 2 joke
never preppy
remember diet coke
i mean pepsi
diane we miss u
and only wish u
the best of luck shit
i jus feel like sayin fuck it
see u soon maybe 2 soon
becuz 2nite im done
its a full moon
i got the gun
in the dark
pull the trigga
maybe not but i figga
it would get me 2 u quicka
quick 2 end thiz shit with no remorse
lifes a bitch and im fileing 4 divorse
here lately ive been in revrse
im startin 2 see
laugh at them b4 they laugh at me
life is startin 2 b
grey and sad
i only pray my dad
understands what he has done
im not the only 1
theres 1 2 many
thoughts of death
i got plenty
cystal meth
4 about 20
call it cheap
2nite i weep
never again will i c u
i reminisce i reminisce
its u i miss i wish
i could give you a hug
my only friend is above
a story of lost love
its just not right
i think i wanna die 2nite

wrote it a while back ago whatchu think?

[Big Worm]

Damn Thug! this is nice i feel ya pain of losing someone so close

Rip to ya Moms

[Makaveliandcheese]

^^^
thanx i used 2 write shit b4 she died but it seems like now her death is all i write about but thank u worm 4 always checkin my shit out