" Hurting and Wondering " (POEM)

[MR. ROJAS]

hurting and wondering
i hope i live another day
i just turned 30 2day
its cold im not alone but im first to go
i cant say no, but in my mind i scream every blink of my eye
its hard 2 be happy if 2marrow may be my last day
i c my family barely growing and they all knowing 2marrows the same
i tell them i feel no pain but the word they dread brings them pain just the same
i have just one friend only one till the end
tell me why god has send for me
my daughter calls me daddy when she smiles
my son calls me daddy when i hug him
my wife tells me she loves me when i cry
its a new year everyone tries 2 pretend to be happy
im cold mad and didnt ask to be bald
im only 30 and its hard to smile when everyone else has hair
its not fair but i gotta show im still here even when im not here
all the ways i stare helps me remember when i was here
i cant look at my families faces because they give the look like they wish they can trade places
2 many tears no more fears only one left
if fears can come true i hope it doesnt happen to u
so many memories and time left in a day my son asked me if im gonna get up 2day
my daughter said my head looks like a bowling ball
i will never see them start school at all
and for my wife i will never tell u the best year i had wit u in my life
but know that everyday was always the best
i fall asleep in tears alseep b4 her ignoring the pain
another day and im gonna do it again
another day 2 breaths i dont want 2 wake u
for some reason i feel better now all i can say is i love u.

[Ramaj]

That was a fantastic poem! Great job.

[MR. ROJAS]

thanx its dedicated to my brother in law. RIP.

[Yakidafi]

beautiful poem!

if picky on the spelling:
tell me why god has send(sent) for me. Didn't notice an other then that. dunno if u care but I want it to be as perfect as it can

marvelous poem!